Poems and Art – {A Sequence} – Aakriti Kuntal

For Body in range (0, 1/0): chord invertebrate

For Body in range (drawing) abstract pencil crayons gestural markings in a nest-like configuration moving upward: brown, purple, umber, red, light blue, yellow zigzags, diagonals, scratching.

A jar?               beaker?                                                                     endlessness but held
dashes drip
              – _ – –
– – –    mouth’s parachute cakes splattered mid-air
cr.u:.:. mbs preserve the oval emptiness via aesthetics
wasps grow on my feet                                            nails stare, mirror in each sock-eye
organ, organ                               blood, instrument                                      vapor, music
the symphony is a sac crawling over the fence, burgeoning into landscapes
static has assumed the motion of the hour
12 pm is no time for the body to become an invertebrate!
2 rabbit feet mopping wood              tap nose smelling each hand, hair        bendIng
down              then coddling the thigh for blood again
cubs of flesh sprawl               baby hamsters               teeth nibbling at all knowledge
12 pm— and the egg light is a participant
it eats the body; then spells shape
to the naked human eye, nothing even occurred
no motion bothered the distilled accuracy of space, its ocular constants
the body is now black static
dashes barking on a microphone –: –:: –::: microphone in the gutter   skin folding through
transparent diodes
   the veil of life is sap; suck it into each nostril—
Now demand a retake
                 blink, blink
a disc, a rod, the motionless eye         blue, blue uneven room           slacking cheek,

                                                                                                          tent under thwarted noon
Eat my mouth, and I will yours
space is now a ball                        lucid, dreamlike purple in the curtain of this stomach
when the body becomes rain in space         velocities at angles         vectors spewing out of
control, not even air possesses any posture
everything is but this—   me    me           me murdering space           thin lines of blood
eggplant plasma of the universe mid-brain
line after line                 point after bright hole             shape, shape
dandelions of brown warts walk out             split into oak blinds
organs in the fist, organs in the fist
and the body assumes pure music               no note, only current
the premature baby of some incongruent symphony
<<<backwards{{{{{{                                }}}}}                           forwards>>>
blind, blind               static                                             mad ball unchained in the (w)hole
Fractured bones perform an unusual dance

Vectors

Vectors painting. crimson markings in abstract dance-like pattern overlayed with pale-beige that hide an undercurrent of more gestural haptic markings which are in a shadow-grey-blue.
A pinch of red salt in the sky.
From the taped, square mouth

Of the window, bleeding black lines.
Stillness is the PH value of a colour

Rinsing the insides and outside
Of this Mollusc-existence. Black

Is decipherable beside the bland, cheese arm
Silking along the phone light—temperature

Like the symptoms of entire seasons
On skin, black in the diffracted formation

Of everything—objects cleaved and misshapen,
Assuming new identities. The room is never

The same. Each second—a birth, and a miscarriage.
Possibilities porcupine along the

Cheek’s slant. In the receding light, the body
Too is pulled and pulled; one could imagine

Water threads and a large tongue between levers
Knitting the system anew. The system

Is weight. Leg echoes above leg.
Hing dissolves in cotton and grants flatulence

Tiny molecular deaths. Blood droplets and weak air
Align inside the asymmetric chandelier

Of breast branches and the ears pulsate—
Tinges of ache.

What is “ache?”

If some unknown entity, unknown to the experience
Of ache presents itself;
How would we define ache?—

Gravity curdling all vectors into a knot

Blue Lip-Wedge

What leaves the gates of mouth
but love, intense love?

Life slips into the lopsided jaw
bunches into a knot
wails for hours
then lies still

Torrents, sickness, moss
decorated calcium prunes

The mouth, dark and muddy,
slides into a dream
absolute light, absolute night
an all-consuming stasis

What leaves this dream, this nightmarish reverie but life?

Life pale as the blue bird
that only wishes to embrace the empty sky with its empty wings
Blue-Lip Wedge drawing. Black and blue arcs going in different directions -- also movement oriented piece - on grey-white paper.

Fatal Lineage

(i)     The abyss was found by the first death. She roamed the planet, hungry for life, and
         eventually, unable to kill anything, killed herself.

First Death. Tissue with fine seams and topographies, lit from inside. Umber on left / a pale white-yellow at the right side.

(ii)     The womb was found by the second death. Hers was a strand of intimacy knit into the
           umbilical. She said as long as you don’t chop the wire blob, I will be, and you too
           shall roam endlessly. They chopped it; they always do.

Second Death. a photo-based image of tissue. Yellow solid on left, red-brown on right. Surrounded by a black border w/pale blue bleed.

(iii)      The skin was polished and forged by the third death. She had been driven mad by
             hunger, so she clutched to the insides of all things, refusing to leave.
             Pestilent leech-gnome of beauty


Third Death. Dark rose-hip tea colored and brown shades of layers of tissue lie from within, approximating shapes of dying flowers.

(iv)     The zero death laughs. All it does is laugh. No one knows whether it is due to joy or
            madness, but the 0 death laughs. She says she’ll kill anything for nothing. Hers— an
            aimlessness as old as the sky.


Zero death.  Brown/umber on left, grey -slate black on right. More tissue ridges and patterns between flowers and mountain range as seen from an airplane.

(v)     The living death is a small sparrow. It hides in plain sight. It flits from point to point
          to point to point

                A   B    C     R H    A   B    N N N N    A C   F   A

                           It understands as long as there is beauty, everything can be exploded
                  without killing.

Final Death. (also Banner image). from white-grey pale at bottom swirling layers of tissue, or clouds or x-ray type effect.  A lot of movement, again interior lit tissue.

(vi)     The final death is, of course, formless. It lies in God’s thighs. It cries and dances. Its
          joy is most inexplicable. Its sorrow is the first of many. It says it does not understand
          anything and doesn’t know why God won’t let it learn the missing sentences.

Elevation

What brightened stem binds this universe?—At once,
the mouth is a beaker and its lonely submerged eye.

The knot is fraught, hair spasms, electric symphonies;
this water, in cheeks, is blind.

Blood erases the ears and the cold evening swims
and blinks between the two pork thighs.

Small sweaters of days crawl into arms;
the needle is the mouth and the mouth is the arm.

The scent of lucidity is its fatal unity.
All is but a plain moth and its washed burrow of surf light.

The two ears bend and twitch, pickle and smudge;
each frequency is gnawed at in the bone-freckled light.

And we are to assume, that again, and again,
something is holding the universe upright.

For how else would we elongate; the body’s uprising
will swallow all the buttons of might.

Seconds burst into seconds, the blood eye
is drawing some incomprehensible bone.

Its music is a moaning scratch;
now we must sleep in it again,

Molasses-slob-naked body, RGB wire knees,
sulphur light still packed in the blank mouth.

What unknown thread holds the universe
from one hole to another? All one needs

Is a small cup from those vanilla ice cream cans
and suddenly, another sound may arise.

The ear bloats and one may rinse one’s paws;
find just one more pebble that

May route the body into that un-imagined light.
Drawing/painting with pastel -- red to beet red to purple morphing shapes in swirls and diagonals like a detail of nature-abstracted, with curling and curving lines going to the left and right.

Black and white author photo.

Aakriti Kuntal is a poet, writer and visual artist whose work has been published in The Night Heron Barks, Silver Birch Press, Selcouth Station, and Poetry at Sangam among others. She was awarded the Reuel International Prize 2017, shortlisted for the RL Poetry Award 2018 and nominated for the Best of the Net. Twitter: @AakritiKuntal

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